Have been on the increased dose of azathioprine for 2 days. Feel very tired again and appetite seems to have increased also. No horrid side effects though. Feeling more positive and trying hard to stop obssessing about this condition. It's hard, but apparently every time I open my mouth it's to say something about it. I just haven't been able to switch off from it, think its about trying to come to terms/ajust to the diagnosis and its implications.. However, from now on I'm going to try to think of other things, and realise that other people also have lifelong conditions and they just get on with it. I'm nothing special, and I need to focus on moving on from this. Will unsubscribe from support forums and stop searching for info, and just accept that the hepatologists have it all in hand and will tell me when to be concerned.